Here we go . . .

After thinking it would never arrive and being faced with this cycle being cancelled due to the xmas shut-down, my period has arrived. Only 14 days late – what’s 14 days between friends, arrrgggghhh!! Why did this journey have to start so stressfully why couldn’t I have just got my period on time and eased into it. Oh well I suppose I might as well start as I intend to go on – pulling my hair out in exasperation at my bodies inability to get things right!! So I sit here waiting for my cycle plan – moms coming up on the 27 November to look after me for a bit and to help me cope. I think because so much is riding on this last go I am so much more emotional than previous times. I think mom sees this and just wants to be there to hold my hand for a little bit and rub my back when it all just gets too much.