Oh they tell you this two week wait is difficult and you have so many wobbly moments. Well yes right now I am having a very wobbly moment, not unlike standing on a swing bridge over a deep ravine with gale force winds. YES today I am that wobbly. I have been awake half the night with very recognisable period pains in my tummy and my back. So game over? Not really sure, I know the pessaries themselves throw out some crazy signals BUT this is so damn awful. Everyday is a million hours. All I have done for two days is sit on the couch reading my book like a good girl yet I am still getting these pains , PLEASE PLEASE don’t let this be my period please let little ‘em’ still be developing. The clinic just called me five minutes ago also to tell me that they are disposing of our 2 other embryos today; I know I am being highly emotional but that makes me sooo sad. I know they were only embryos but they were our embryos and those embryos carry both mine and L’s hopes and dreams! Oh I hate this game it is so bloody cruel!