Torture!!

So after an agonizingly long night, literally (as I was in sooo much pain from the egg collection, at one stage I thought I may have to go to the hospital for pain relief) and metaphorically (the night lasted 1 million hours) I was finally able to call the embryologist at 12 o clock today. The news for today is good. Our embryos have made it through the night and we have one four cell which is looking VERY good it has divided perfectly, another 4 cell which has not divided quite so well , but is still doing good, and a 3 cell who’s trying hard to keep up with the other big players. So once again today’s result today, is good. I am feeling a little optimistic that we might actually make it to transfer tomorrow at 10.25. One thing really holding me back though (yes there is always one, but I learnt in this game a long time ago to NEVER get your hopes up) is that we were at this stage last time and then the night before transfer (which will be tonight) they just stopped dividing. So yes my little roller coaster is going up slowly and is thus far not hurtling me down to the ground since egg collection. Come on coaster keep climbing higher we can do this. Go on my beautiful little embryos keep fighting for us to be your family – we want you sooooooooooo much!!!! Do you know what? If you could make a baby through others caring about you and holding your hand though this journey then we would have triplets!! Thank you all for being there all the time xx